The day I was born in a large joint family as a 2nd little princess was the last day, especially for my ama and Baba. Though I was born in a large family in Rautahat district which is the Terai region, I have experienced both small and joint family because I grew up and studied in the town ( Kathmandu District). As the year passed, my childhood turned into a young girl. And the phase between them changed my life drastically, you know how?. Let me explain in short.
It was the time up to 6 class of my childhood days. Yeah, at that phase, I was a shy, weak, not pretty and confident, silent child who didn't speak well by herself properly because of her weakness in speaking. I had always a scary feeling when I started to say one word. So, that's why I thought that it was fine if I would better not to speak in front of all. I was not popular in my classroom and the school too and moreover, everyone doesn't look at me though I took participated in many programs. I had always looked in the mirror when I was alone at home and started to cry. I had always one question to the God that why you brought me in this selfish, rude world like this? Why?, I don't want to be here? And like every time I had got no answers. As the time and year passed, I had completed class 6 and I stepped in class 7 which changed my life.
A miracle just happened and I changed my life better than before. I had improved in everything by myself. My academic results were improved well and started to get the position. My speaking skill was improved a little more and won the competitions organised by the school. As the year passed, I had changed myself more and more. Every mistake that I had experienced in the interval of that time which was anything, got a chance to learn more and more. Then, I had a beautiful feeling when I was in class 9, 10 and I was unknown about that which was my weakest thing. I was successful to manage that weakest thing when I felt hurt every time when I had thought of that feeling. Then, after I had completed my school level and my college-level had also beautiful and the best memories which helped me to upgrade myself. And completed my college level in the science sector in Nist. At that time I made myself a little different girl than which I used to be.
You know what? I made myself a strong, confident girl and prepared myself from any side. Moreover, bachelors level in st. Xavier college again changed my life and get the chance to upgrade myself in many sectors. Now, I have painted my life with many colours where all the feelings exist there which is fruitful for me. I involved in UDAAN college club with respective position and took participated in many competitions almost I felt that competitions I could win and yeah I got the winning positions too every year which was blissful moments for me. And the weak girl changed into strong and almost popular. Most of the teachers, students know me well. Now, I am in last year that is almost end. This last 4th year as a microbiology student, I again get the chance to learn many things and have experienced a lot. I am happy that I changed it by myself and the supported me every time when I was unable to do myself are my nearest family, friends, teachers. Thank you, everyone, again.
I know you may get bored by reading this but I am happy that you have to manage your time to read my story. Thank you
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